so it's a friday!it wasnt much fun though cos it rained so heavily from afternoon till like evening!and baby is sick ): so poor thing.well i took care of him,and nursed him.haha and i only reached home about 1am.so today he wanted to go touch up his tattoo,but the stupid mat said that he had to pay another extra $110 just to touch up on his angel.what a rip-off,baby didnt had the cash with him,cos he didnt know that mat would charge him another $110.so we went back to his place (: we reached his hse about 7pm plus.then he went to bed and slept throughout till like 12.30am,when i woke him up,haha i was so bored during the 4 hrs plus know.i was like watching tv,using the comp,and i even like cleared his table,cos it was so messy.haha then i layed down next to him and watched him sleep (: so adorable you know.i love you baby.get well soon!it's THE weekend!haha!


song:if you're gone by matchbox 20 (: anyway this unknown fella who keeps tagging my blog is a damn coward.maybe her/his name sucks.so she/he prefer to be known as unknown,haha loser.so anyway,fel and i are called down to some "i models agency" thing tomorrow.confirm some crap they gonna say again.haha so i'm not going.anyway,mum is so annoying.she's saying i took her black eyeliner pencil thing and didnt return her.like fuck i did la,how many months ago i return her already.and it's not my fault that her memory isnt good!damn i'm so bored.i cant wait till school starts!1 more month till school starts!angelia says we have to go through the whole basic accounting thing again.damn,but it was quite easy la.oh yesterday,my mum asked me if i wanna join the family to europe in june,but i dont wanna leave baby alone for like 1 week plus 2.i'll miss him like crazy!so maybe i wont go (: i just went for my jog,i feel quite glad at least i excercised today.burned a little bit (: i miss gerard.oh well,cant get him again,the last thing i heard was he's drinking.where's he? ): i just wanna listen to his voice right now.


it's 2.50am,and i'm feeling so emo.i think i just miss him so much,even though it was just a few hours ago that i saw him.i feel so helpless.but you cant blame me,i always talk to him like the whole night kinda thing,anyway the next time i'm gonna see him is probably friday.another 3 more days ): i'll try to suppress my emotions right now.SO anyway the speakers for my comp spoil!damn it!i wanna watch my prison break!i am so getting a new one during the weekend.anyway know what time i woke up today!haha 3.30pm!shiok right.haha then an hr later,i called baby,then we arranged to meet!went over to his place,and yeah only got back like at 11.30pm.haha omg people,i made a new friend,haha her name is gloria sharp!an ex school-mate,but only started to talk to her today.so weird right,but who cares.haha.more about my new friend,she takes law and management at temasek poly.how effing smart is she.haha ok she's probably reading it,and it's getting to her head.ARGH!i NEED gerard.he went to sleep already ): i wish we were still living in the past,then we could talk to each other all night!i love you honey!anyway who is the freaking retard who tagged on my blog and went like "eeew"?you crazy bitch/bastard!you have freaking no life la!


GERARD I'M MISSING YOU SO MUCH,AND IT'S KILLING ME!I FEEL LIKE CRYING YOU KNOW THAT BABY ): WELL,I STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.


i had lotsa fun hanging out with my favourite person today and 2 of his friends!so i was sleeping and i got a call from baby at about 12 plus in the afternoon.and he said that thomas wanted to go to escape theme park or something,so they made arrangements,then i went over to baby's about 3pm.we met up with thomas and kelson then went to escape (: so 1 ticket was like $16.50.and yeah 3 of the rides were closed!the exciting ones!but anyway we sort of got complimentary ticket for the next time we come!yay it's gonna be free!haha and i brought my digi cam along today!we took lotsa pics together!it was kinda fun,oh and we sat the viking ship quite a number of times as well.you know when the viking goes high up then sails down quick,i get those "butterflies in my tummy" feeling.it's fun!go-kart was still the best.the boys kept racing every round,and even betted.loser pays for the beer or something like that.haha.so after escape,about 8pm.we went to burger king to have dinner!talked lotsa crap!gerard and kelson kept making fun of thomas,cos he's so damn rich!haha they were saying next time money wont be counted as dollars or something,they will call it "thomas".haha like "i have 20 thomas".haha something like i have 20 dollars.and if you have no money,then you are "thomas-less".haha it was damn funny.laughed till i teared.so then after all those,we went to some coffee shop to have beer.well actually they had beer,i didnt want to (: i wanna be the good girl this time.haha,then baby and i took a cab from there,dropped him off at his place first then went to mine.and baby paid for the cab fare (: thank you hon!love you lots!oh well it's 3.45am now,and i'm still watching prison break!it's so exciting!scofield kissed sara in this one episode!he's like so hot la!with those blue eyes!omg!haha!ok i'm gonna continue my prison break spree.though it's the last episode.anyway hope you had fun reading!love yall!


i'm feeling stone-ny!and i'm feeling hungry!it's 1.15am.and i just got back not too long ago.went to plaza sing with baby to catch a movie,we watched "fracture".AND it's so dumb,dont watch it!then after that,we took a bus back to my place,cos he had to finish some assignment thing.then we left my place at about 10pm to go drinking!haha i'm supposed to be saving money,but oh well,i spent alot today!more than usual!i should really keep to my new year resolution! (: loves!


i'm so irritated!i just wrote this long entry,and my stupid sister had to go and close my window while i was in the room!damn it!how rude!i'm so tired know.i woke up at like 9.45am!omg omg so early right.haha so today went to hmv,topshop and forever 21,to check if there are any job vacancies.but most of it needs full time,except topshop.so yeah,will try for that one,i guess.omg you know what?I MISS GERARD BABY LIKE CRAZY TODAY!i just needed him to be with me so bad today,and the weather didnt make it any better!so i called baby after his class,cos i needed to hear his voice so bad.and when i did,everything felt right from then on.i love you so much (: kisses*


TIME:12.30am.talked to felicia in the afternoon today (: and yeah she's following me to peninsula and hmv tmr,we're gonna job hunt!why the night have to end so quickly?i only love the night!cos that's the only time when i can talk to baby.so i met baby today after his school,met him about 5 plus.and got to spend time with him (: and helped his mum dye her hair too.haha,anyway my internet is so screwed,i keep getting disconnected every now and then.so damn annoying!anyway,gotta wake up early,have to be at penin before 12pm!meeting fel at 10.45am at bedok mrt.so damn early right.haha i know i can be sucha piggy nowadays,but i'm hungry!haha and i just called for macs! (: ok baby,dont make fun of me now...stop laughing!hmph!


omg i'm just so bored.well,i cant get baby online,but anyway i dont wanna disturb him.i'm afraid he's doing some presentation or what.so it's 3pm.and yeah i was just thinking if baby is still meeting me later,well i hope so.i miss him so much!damn!oh so serv conn called me just now and told me they cant find my application form for my work thingy.and yeah i have to go down to pennin to do it,but i'm so lazy.perharps tomorrow.oh geez,i just remembered i havent had much to eat since yesterday afternoon.i only had a pork floss bun and a hotdog bun for dinner.rights,how pathetic.haha.anyway i called hmv just now and asked if there were any job vacancies,and i think they have.but i just have to go down to the office to fill up some application form,and yeah i think fel is coming along.i hope we get it.it's gonna be so fun working there!haha.


I LOVE YOU GERARD SHANE FLEURY!ANYWAY,THIS IS GONNA BE MY BLOG FROM NOW ON!no more xanga,diaryland or whatever!i choose blogger!haha sound a little bit like pokemon.haha anyway ok the usual,woke up late,about 2pm.then slack a little,and surf the net.i miss baby lots!it's nothing without baby around!i'm super duper happy i get to see baby tmr!lots of happy emotions i'm having now (: (: anyway it's 9.30pm,and i havent gotten anything to eat since 2.30pm.i'm so so hungry!more like starving!where's daddy?!!!AND MY FOOD!haha.ok baby better call me soon!cos i miss him so very much!love you!and baby tag my blog!


ok i've decided to use blogger instead,so i've changed from my xanga to blogger.i dont think xanga is that good,cos if you want to change to a template you like,you have to pay for something to upgrade the normal one to premium.so annoying.anyway it's 12.05am and i just got home a few mins ago,went to baby's hse!reached pasir ris inter about 11 plus,tried calling baby but his phone was off,grr...so i thought maybe i should press the door bell later on when i'm there.but then no i didnt,i text his mummy first.i asked her if it was ok to press the door bell,but she said no one could hear it ring,cos the both men in the hse will be sleeping so soundly,so i went to meet up with her at white sands to have lunch.after which,we took a cab back to baby's hse.and in the afternoon,it rained so heavily!so we slept while waiting for the rain to stop,then after that we went to roxy square to check out the tattoo shop there.cos he was thinking of re-doing his tattoo.but yeah the tattoo artist was full today.so baby thought for a little while,and yeah he decided to save more money first before doing it.and oh ya i thought as long as i give my time sheet to the job agency by the 15th,i could get my pay somewhere around there.but anyway even if i do that now,i have to wait till the end of the mth till i get my pay!damn it!so angry!i want my money!haha.