song:if you're gone by matchbox 20 (: anyway this unknown fella who keeps tagging my blog is a damn coward.maybe her/his name sucks.so she/he prefer to be known as unknown,haha loser.so anyway,fel and i are called down to some "i models agency" thing tomorrow.confirm some crap they gonna say again.haha so i'm not going.anyway,mum is so annoying.she's saying i took her black eyeliner pencil thing and didnt return her.like fuck i did la,how many months ago i return her already.and it's not my fault that her memory isnt good!damn i'm so bored.i cant wait till school starts!1 more month till school starts!angelia says we have to go through the whole basic accounting thing again.damn,but it was quite easy la.oh yesterday,my mum asked me if i wanna join the family to europe in june,but i dont wanna leave baby alone for like 1 week plus 2.i'll miss him like crazy!so maybe i wont go (: i just went for my jog,i feel quite glad at least i excercised today.burned a little bit (: i miss gerard.oh well,cant get him again,the last thing i heard was he's drinking.where's he? ): i just wanna listen to his voice right now.