Monday, 14 May 2007 Y 09:26

i was sleeping so well today,had sweet dreams until kayla,my 2 months old niece started to cry so bad!she cried for more than half an hour.trust me,she really did it.haha but when she finally stopped,i gotta go back to sleep.so anyway,it's the start of the week.and i get to go shopping tmr then meet baby after that,double yays!<3 so ya i'm meeting baby tmr,which is a tuesday,and the next time im gonna see my lovely is saturday.that means i dont get to be with baby on friday ): though we always go out on that day.but he has his class bbq thing.so yeah,but he promised to bring me out on saturday.so i guess i'm fine with that (: he's the sweetest ever!cant wait to see him tmr!so anyway,yesterday angelia called.haha like after so long,suddenly an ex classmate called.she was crying damn badly.and i mean who else could it be that can make her cry this badly.khye.duh!haha so anyway yeah i dont want to meddle much into their relationship.they're so complicated.but anyway,i dont wish to see myself cry that bad ever.i dont wanna be hurt in anyway,but i know baby cant bear to hurt me or see me cry.yeah?i've came to realise a long time ago that i love him so much,and i dont ever wanna leave him or watch him go away.i love you!and i wanna let you know that.