Wednesday, 18 July 2007 Y 20:46

CHERYL MISSES GERARD ALOT!baby's out with his friends,and her.i dont like the thought of him going out with that girl,even though his friends are with him.i just dont like her at all.baby and i are ok,but i just wanted him to come back earlier,i wanna talk to him so bad.i dont think he's coming back anytime soon ): i need him.the feeling of wanting to hold him so badly,but we're so far away,sucks real bad!I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT,and you know it right sweetie?hope he'll call me no matter what time it is.

ok anyway,i got my jeans(black) just now (: from bugis street.it was really crowded for some reason.shah,zul,and cat came too.we had macs,well shah and cat did.haha i only had fries.so it's like 11pm now.kayla keeps crying,i mean screaming!and plus everyone else wants to sleep.

watching prison break now,show ends at 11.30pm.then after that,got girl on girl.dont know what's that about.ends at 12pm.then ya...i dont know what i'm gonna do after that.Sleep???if only i could.without talking to him,it's like something's wrong.like the day didnt end right.